Sunday, January 13, 2019

New Year... Same Old Me?

It is January.

January is not only the beginning of a new year...
It is also my birthday month, so it is Actually my new year...
The beginning of not just a calendar year...
But the beginning of another Year of me being on this Earth.

Last year...
Year 52 as I call it...
Was the worst year of my life.


I posted a bit about it over the summer ...
But I was struggling so much with all of the things that have been going on since the most awful day in May...
I just couldn't write about it...
I couldn't even think about it without feeling despair and emotionally drained...

But THIS year...

Year 53...

I am owning THIS year!
Kitzbuhel, Austria - the first of my dreams coming true!

This year is THE year that I Will dream again...
This year I will be that person that HeMan Hubby knew me to be, encouraged me to be...
And made me promise to keep being ...

HeMan Hubby pushed me, believed in me, supported me, dreamed great dreams for me ...

And I WILL be that person...
Not for him...
But because of him and the love he gave me so that I can see the Me that he saw...

And I am finding that I like that woman that he knew me to be...
And that I can be the successful person living out my dreams...

And Year 53 ...
Yes, is it a new year...
But it is NOT the same old me.